No More Please

Honestly, I'm sick and tired....

I don't want to think about it anymore

...and yet it keeps running in my mind.

Each time it's brought up, my tears would meaninglessly fall

I hate it.

If only there's an escape from this pain.

Unfortunately, there is none.

Because the memory of those hurtful words are like a cage that bound me.

Just A Thought

"I'd rather be hated by someone I love than be completely ignored by that person."

The Irony In Fear, Life And Death

Many people are afraid of dying. I could be one of them. WAS one of them, maybe.

What made me change my mind? I've been looking for the answer for a long time and it made me think about other things as well...

"I'm not afraid of death. Well, I guess I shouldn't be. What I'm more afraid of is Life itself. Afraid of the things that might happen during the time that I can still perceive through my senses and feel pain. But then again, how can one live Life if his heart is full of Fear? Then, does it not mean that living in fear is like being half-dead?"

:')

"If letting you go means forgetting all those memories that I cherish so much, then I'd rather hold on even if it means making myself suffer from the pain of knowing that we'll never be the same... "

-Harumi Lillianne-

...-.-...

" I don't know if this feeling deserves to be recognized at all...

As each day passes, I'm finding it harder to distinguish reality from mere imagination. And I'm afraid that I'd completely lose myself if ever I let out what's been locked inside me all this time.."

..door to the heart...

"Don't be afraid to open your door to people who would want to come in. Take a risk. Just enjoy the visit."

But what do you do when the person who came in left a big hole on the door after he or she left?

Will you still allow more people to come in and leave bigger holes and just dissapear?

Or will you forever close your door, lock it and keep the key where it can never be found again....

LIFE accdg to mwah!

>_<

Life, for me, is like dark chocolate(which is my fave kind of chocl8 XD)...
I like it very much.
NO
I LOVE it!


BUT!

...no matter how much I love it, I can never deny the fact that it will always have a bitter taste.. :'(