Just A Thought

"I'd rather be hated by someone I love than be completely ignored by that person."

The Irony In Fear, Life And Death

Many people are afraid of dying. I could be one of them. WAS one of them, maybe.

What made me change my mind? I've been looking for the answer for a long time and it made me think about other things as well...

"I'm not afraid of death. Well, I guess I shouldn't be. What I'm more afraid of is Life itself. Afraid of the things that might happen during the time that I can still perceive through my senses and feel pain. But then again, how can one live Life if his heart is full of Fear? Then, does it not mean that living in fear is like being half-dead?"

:')

"If letting you go means forgetting all those memories that I cherish so much, then I'd rather hold on even if it means making myself suffer from the pain of knowing that we'll never be the same... "

-Harumi Lillianne-

...-.-...

" I don't know if this feeling deserves to be recognized at all...

As each day passes, I'm finding it harder to distinguish reality from mere imagination. And I'm afraid that I'd completely lose myself if ever I let out what's been locked inside me all this time.."

..door to the heart...

"Don't be afraid to open your door to people who would want to come in. Take a risk. Just enjoy the visit."

But what do you do when the person who came in left a big hole on the door after he or she left?

Will you still allow more people to come in and leave bigger holes and just dissapear?

Or will you forever close your door, lock it and keep the key where it can never be found again....

LIFE accdg to mwah!

>_<

Life, for me, is like dark chocolate(which is my fave kind of chocl8 XD)...
I like it very much.
NO
I LOVE it!


BUT!

...no matter how much I love it, I can never deny the fact that it will always have a bitter taste.. :'(

..A POEM..A SONG of the HEART

My mind is telling me to stop
We are not meant for each other,it says
And so I must let go
But why is it that my heart aches
This throbbing pain
What is it telling me

Whenever I think about you
My heart goes wild
Whenever I hear your name
The pain inside me grows
And when I see you
i can't help but fall in love again

You were like an angel from heaven
So sweet and fragile
And i was like a devil from hell
The total opposite of you
But what I can't understand
Is how a dark person like me
Became vulnerable to your simple ways

Unconsciously it grew
The love I felt for you
But fear ruled my heart
And I was afraid to admit it to myself
Now that you've been taken away
I know this pain would forever go on

You will never be mine
i can never have you
But at least for a while
You made me believe
That my heart is alive
:')